Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Long time

Wow! Life just seems to have gotten so busy. I feel there is never a dull moment in life. If it is not one thing it is another.  The kids just keep growing and  growing. I cannot believe how fast time flies. Roc will be 1 in less then 2 months it seems crazy. It is good. He is so cute, so fun and such a joy. He is a happy happy baby full of joy and laughter. He now says mom, has 7 teeth, wants to play with the big boys, climbs up and down our stairs, wow things have changed around here!  My daughter went to live with her dad after a stressful incident..Not sure I want to go into details on here, but it was not fun, I know God's got it, but I miss my baby girl.. she is 13.  So she is now coming home on Wed. nights to go to counseling with the youth pastor's wife and go to youth then she is here every weekend.  I love my kiddos so much and I am trying so hard to be the best Mother God can make me... I pray daily he walk it out with me. I know I am far from perfect, but I love them with a mothers love.. I would die for any of my children.  But emotionally I am struggling and feel drained, feeling I have nothing left to give on a daily basis.. try to remember I can do all things through Christ Jesus who strengthens me.    Then my 15 year old has met the Love of his life. They talk about the future and seem to have it all planned out. She is a beautiful, fun girl... I pray for them both  a lot.  Young Love... What more can I say on that! :)  I cannot believe Christmas is just around the corner.  So much to do. Trying to figure out my calling in life besides, just being the mom, I am feeling I want to do out reach work but not sure if that is what I am supose to do or even how ans where to goet started, and how can I combine my photography... BIG SIGH.....  I really want to take a posing workshop from Kelley Ryden and Tracey Raver.... They are so amazing!!  So much talent and I so want to know how to pose babies like that.. Just did a  shoot today for a teeny little 4 punder.. Oh my goodness she is so precious!!  Momma and Auntie are so excited and what a reason they have to be!!  Well hopefully soon within the next day or so I will be posting some New photos It seems it has been so long... Like I said life never stops, broken arms, vacations, broken ankles, football games, practices, school, Elijah started preschool.. He loves it, More on that later.   All right I have rambled quite enough for the night, so much to get off my chest.....  Well Goodnight Blogger wolrd, someday maybe I will figure you out and have more time!! :)

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