One of those days

I am so tired today I don't think I got over an hour of sleep last night. Exhaustion is setting in and I have so much to do. Brownies to  make for my brothers birthday.  Cleaning, laundry..the list goes on and on.  Sigh.... So I am just trying really hard to keep my patience with all the kiddos, and not come unglued at the seems.  Then it is date night for the hubby and I. I think we are heading out to Eldridge for  Trivia night with some friends, it should be fun.  All I really want to do is take pictures then sit and work on them...Playing today is really hard.  I so need to figure things out and get a business going.  I love taking photos and think I could do it, its just finding the way. I leave it in God's hands if it is going to be it will be! I have been reading Beth Moore's book on insecurities, Man I have lots of them which is part of what holds me back in my photography, I never feel good enough.  I feel like everyone is better than me, given the chance I think I really could succeed and get over my fears of people. I can do it!!  Well Motherhood calls so I am off. Hope you all have a very blessed weekend!